In this article, I’d like to reflect on a period during my college years when I was deeply into spiritual books, wishing for meaningful coincidences—but ultimately came to realize that genuine connections come from persistent effort, not waiting for signs.
Drawn to The Celestine Prophecy, but It Didn’t Work
During college, I joined the jazz club out of admiration for jazz, but I soon got tired of what felt like random, unstructured improvisation. The band I was in outside of school wasn’t going well either. Around that time, I came across The Celestine Prophecy, a spiritual bestseller back then. I even bought the guidebook and tried putting its teachings into practice.The book suggested that “meaningful coincidences” (synchronicities) would guide your life. I think a part of me hoped that someone to make music with would just appear through such a coincidence.
But over time, I realized that you can’t will synchronicities into existence. Later, the "Law of Attraction" became popular, but I found that even if you pray sincerely, things don’t always turn out the way you want. That realization stuck with me.
What Really Matters:Keep Going
In the end, what truly matters is not sitting around hoping for signs from the universe, but consistently continuing your work.My music being selected for the Mercedes-Benz Mixed Tape, or my remix being picked up by Positive Flow—these things didn’t come from coincidence. They came from steady effort over time.
Coincidences Still Happen, Sometimes That said, coincidences still occur.
For example, I was surprised to learn that the older brother of someone we used to call “God” at a former workplace of mine had ended up working at the same company I was at until recently.Coincidences like that certainly spice up life, but I no longer feel the need to assign deep meaning to them like in spiritual books. Continuing my CAD operator work (in mechanical design) over the years is what made such overlaps possible. If something curious happens, I recommend treating it as a fun story—not a cosmic sign. At my class reunion, this “God’s brother” story got more laughs than any update about my own life.
My Grandfather’s Saying: “Preparation First, God Second”
My grandfather ran a small sardine factory and used to say: “Preparation first, God second.” In other words, praying without preparation doesn’t do much—planning is what counts. That attitude resonates with me more and more as I get older.A Rare Case of Leaving Spirituality: Doreen Virtuee
Doreen Virtue, once famous worldwide as the creator of “Angel Numbers,” publicly renounced her past spiritual work in 2017. She declared that it was all an illusion, left the New Age movement, and converted to Christianity. Despite her commercial success, she requested the discontinuation of her published works and apologized to those influenced by her teachings—a move extremely rare in spiritual circles. Her case offers a valuable lens for reflecting on what it truly means to walk away from spirituality.Incidentally, my track titled “1873 Meaning” got its name when I searched “1873” while thinking of a former teammate I nicknamed “1873-san.” To my surprise, websites claiming to explain the “angel number meaning of 1873” popped up—so I used the title as-is.
About the Genre Label “New Age” Since
I understand what “New Age” typically means, I used to hesitate about being categorized under that genre when I started using CD Baby. But now I don’t mind it at all—in fact, it’s convenient.If I register my music as “Ambient” or “Classical,” it sometimes disables monetization on platforms like YouTube or limits copyright registration options through CD Baby Boost or The MLC. Given those limitations, “New Age” fits my music just fine.
I Have No Desire to Be Labeled Classical While
I’m at it, let me clarify: I have no interest in being placed in the “Classical” category.When Apple Music Classical was released, I tried it out, expecting traditional classical music— but I was surprised by how many “New Age-leaning” tracks played during shuffle mode.
I understand why some artists might want to be listed under “Classical” instead of “New Age,” but I’m not one of them. I do occasionally get requests for sheet music, and I make some of it available. But it’s not because I want to be seen as a classical composer—I just hope someone studying classical music might enjoy playing my pieces as a break.